CELPAD

Its been 3 month and a half i didnt updated this blog.huhu..too many thing comes up till i cant make it.Lazy?ya..kind of.Sometimes during my free time,i spent most on facebook.haha~ trust me,its better than friendster and myspace.(even i dont have m/s)

The latest about me is im going back to student’s life.Yeah,sadly to say.Now,im officially an IIUM student majoring in Architecture Studies.Wow,it’s sound so professional,isnt it?Deeply inside im so afraid.Afraid that i cant get through for this line or maybe give up someday.

Astaga..Allah please forgive me..huhu..

But looking at the bright sight,i always believe that if u worked hard and pray hard,Allah will help you.Be patient when the hard time comes and be strong which i believe i am.

I dont know how the flow of my Kuliyyah is because in IIUM i have to take english and arabic languange for 1 semester,i guess untill i passed both,then i will go my Kuliyyah.From now on,im CELPAD student.urghh~~

But,no worry.I already set up my mind to enjoy uni’s life..yeah..in the same time,reached all my goals,Insyaallah..

this is the way it is…

hheheee..

well,thats rite..

at last,i finally signed up in this….errr….i can say ‘blog’?

and for wana,now u can read whatever u want in this blog

cuz i create it because of you,dear fren..

waa….touching giler~

actually,i dont know what to write in this blog

cuz im not too good in writing about expression of feeling like a personal diary or that kind of things

sometimes i rather kept it deep inside my heart that only me knew what happened to myself which i dont share with.

but,someone had told me that its awful to keep in cuz sooner or later you might get hurt because of it..and i think he was right.

i know my english here is quit bad i think..heheee..all the grammar mistakes here and there..ahh..pedulikan! at least i try to use english to improve myself and…..malay too..!! hehhee

well..

really hope you to enjoy this blog

insyallah,i’ll make it interesting to read

Anyone who want to leave any comment,please do so..

I believe it will make this blog readable.

peace~~

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2.25 a.m in the morning..?

urggh..dem..

maybe i drink too much of caffein that makes me cant sleep till now..

its 2.30 a.m..!

i watched mona was sleeping on the floor..

UUuuiihh..sedapnye ko tido,Mona oyy..

yet,i still cant sleep..

Mona is an Persian cat. My sister found her was roaming outside our house.poor little mona.She looks very hungry and wet.Maybe she has been lost that she couldnt find her way home.After feeding her,my sister take mona to her owner that night.Luckily,my sister know the owner.Big old and fat lady from the next blok.Laa..berani betul lepaskan kucing die merata eh..

Next day,i was surprised that she came again.This time she looks really awfull.Misai die kene potong..!! Who doing this?? haiss..sape la yg dera kucing ni…Kucing Parsi plak 2..i think her owner is totally barking mad..!! Persian cat is really expensive and kindda hard to find especially in my neighbourhood.Anybody who have a persian cat considered a wealthy person and we are not that rich.And,now what i have here is FREE persian cat yg tengah lapar giler..and misai die kene potong…

I let her in.Feed her with milk and put her on my bed and let her sleep.I swear i wont send her back to her owner..! Kesian kucing ni.Kurus dibuatnya.Haiss…people..they even have mercy on animal..

Day by day,time passing by..

Mona is apart of my family now.Every morning she will wake me up by sitting on my stomatch..”ppurrhh..” her tiny voice…”ya,ya i’ll give you some milk” Tersengguk2 la aku ni pegi dapur bukak peti ais carik susu budak ni..erkk

We really love her.Especially my dad.He very keen on cat.Not only him,actually our family do like cat.All i can say is every abandoned cat will come to our house.Maybe for them its just like a save place to go.I was wondering why.

I guess…maybe got ‘hikmah’ behind this.It makes me to love more animals..especially cat eventhough i have asthma.Who knows one day they will bring something that you didnt expect.

I look at her..

big and fat fluffy cat..

yeaaah..she still sleeping..

good nite mona..

to the journey..

arent we look alike?

I got msg from intan that morning.

She asking me whether want to follow her to UM today.She wants to submit her assigments before 5 p.m.hurm..why not?Besides,im so alone today.Nobody at home except me..Wan balik kampung , mom dad along – office,ira – school ,mona+pureen still sleeping..

I quickly get up from bed and go to bath.When everything was ready,da kemas2 umah masak nasik sumer,barulah tunggu intan datang.hik3..yeah2,naik kereta..!!

=p

UM which the oldest uni.in msia is damn so big..!makk oii…kalah poli aku..i was just…wo0oo0…waaaa….owwhhh…hahhaaa…gile cam ruse masuk kampung kut aku ni…after she done handed her assigmnet,she asking me where to go after this.

I was wondering if we can go and do some window shops at Mid Valley.Hence,its been along time i didnt go there.The last time was with my cousins before he futhered his studies on TESOL in Auckland,New Zealand

” Ok,lets rock Mid..!”

It was so different when we got there.Maybe they do some renovation.haiss..lamenye ta jalan kat Mid Valley ni..

We just doing some window shop ja..nak beli,mahaaal~ i didnt bring enough bank notes.Tadi ayah tanye sebelom keluar ” adik,ada duit ta?’ I reply ” ada..” “brape?” aiyaaa…He asking me that question..!!! Honestly,i just says “ada..rm10 ja..cukup2″

Then,he smile.Owhh dear,im not good on cheating..He take out rm50 and give it to me.

“Thank,ayah”

We have our lunch at Pizza Hut Rest.Lamenye ta makan pizza sampai na order pun da lupe..Last2,Intan ordered for me..ngahaa!! timekaseh sayangku~

We really spent time together chatting,laughing and laughing again.Lately,both of us kinnda busy.Intan with assigment+classes+tutorial yet her exam is around the corner while me busy with my bussiness handmade+life+Eilts.haissss….bosan giler!

After lunch we went to our favourite shop.Its MOMOe.yeeah!! hehee..Intan got to buy a sandal.Giler sempoi sandal die..

Me?

Haiyaaa…aku beli gelang dan rantai hitam yg sangat cantek…pas2,lepas bayar tetibe aku menyesal.

Halamaaakk…gelang ni cam jimbeet jaa bile aku tengok 2x..damn laa..!!

Padan la muke..!Overall,all the item cost was rm20.Make terbang la duet aku rm20 ye..

The last time i remembered about Momoe’s when my cousin bought me a medium size beautiful handbag.It was for my birthday present.I told him that i wanna present from him.Plus,he never gave me any before.Neither do i.Tapa,pasni aku sure bagi die hadiah baeek punye..tadehalla.!hehee..

Then,what happened is..

He says ” Ok,which store do you want to go? Pick one and most important less than rm100..”

”ye ke??”baik boss!!!

I pick a dark brown handbag.waaa…!! sangat chantek beg ni..and the price is rm78..!!!!

Be chill~..its just before discount.After discount,its only rm45.

See..im not that bad , kan2

Walaupun aku rase aku na sapu duit die bia habess..yeah2!!hehheeee…

We went home at 8.00p.m.I really enjoyed that evening with my best friend..I wished if Wa and Ajim were here..kan best..

owhuu…miss them much

=(

we are so gay!

time ayah wa tade bole la posing camni...cirit ah masing2! =p

ngeeeeeeeee~

from left : serius+sengal+cacat+freak! =p

oh,ko si ketua gay(happy) yng sangat sweeett la ajim! =p

lepas makan2..tetibe jadi camni...ermm...~

Intan + Ajim + Wa..

Friendship Forever!

you still…friend

This story has nothing to do with you guys who read this blog..

sumpa..tade ye,timekaseh~

It just apart of my past..

sometimes it just came out from my mind.

ya..no doubt that most of us have our own best friend

so do i…

It happened few years ago.Quite long ago i guees…

We both sharing each other.Like a best friend.Everything was so wonderful.He really a good friend but not gentlemen i think..hahhhaaa..!!

Agak poser la…camla die sorang ja bagus..Hais..tulah perangai sejati die yg aku ta dapat na kikis sampai arini..hehheee

We have known each other almost 4 years until one night,because of one feeling,everything had been changed..

It is my fault.Telling him that i’ve been admire him so much since the 1st time i saw him was not a good idea plus,in the same time,he is in relationship with someone.But,i cant help it.Maybe i kept it too long that i cant stand it anymore.Bagitau jalah And,i told him that if we can be friend again..just like before.I thought everything is gonna be just fine..but

This big mistake makes our friendship getting worst

He didnt reply any of my msg make me think that maybe he dont need me anymore.Who am i?Big,jerk,ugly haffy..ko bukan sape2 kut,paham2 sendiri la haffy ta reti2 ag,blah ah..

I spent about a day thinking about this..so deeply..

and the final is..

be silent and stay away..

Let him be..with his life.

It was the hardest decision to make but i dont have any choice.

3 years later,

Accidently,we met.

Erk..ape ko wat kat sini,labu??? Not much different on him that i still notice. Its been long time i didnt hear about him.

All i knew that his life is so miserable after broke up with his girlfriend. I was wondering why he keep calling me lately.

Maybe he need someone to talk with.

But,why now???

Me?

Im fine here..I just a bit dissapointed because he really make me as his last resort and im not..! Yet,i still feel sorry about his life now.

Kalu terserempak dengan die memang aku..segan abess..Tapi,aku memang segan dengan die dari dulu ag..Klau call ag la..aku cam..errr…er..owwhhh…errr..hah,bodo ja..!

I dont know.Maybe im kinnda freak out if he calls me.Memang la kalu dengan orang lain..ishhh keluarla  bahase pasartani aku ni..Azim jela yg tau..hahhaa!!

Sayang?

Yes,i do….

love my friends..!

hahhaa..! hye,i already wrote it in my friendster profile , ok?

haaa….

But,for me..

Past is past.Its nothing you can do about that.Learnt the lesson from it.It will make you a better person in future.

kan?

You know what?

He still….

my old friend

=)

slipknot = sleepy not..

I think i have insomnia..!!

urrghhh….cant sleeppp..!!

demm~~

To him..

Dear friend,

Please stay strong regardless what happens.Keep busying of yourself.So,you will forget all such things.

Dont keep to yourself and just know i’ll be here to listen to you if you need to.

Luv ya and god bless.

Me,
HaffyFreaky

The Count of Monte Cristo

Erm..

last night i was watching this classic movie in Astro Starmovie…….again..!

OHOho…cant help it..i really like this movie and this time,its been third times i’ve been watching it.

The classic adventure by Alexander…..forgot the last name already..! is about one man plan’s to exact revenge on the man which is his best friend who make him falsely imprisoned..

Kesian kan..?Real back-stabber la kawan baik die 2..

But,its end with happy ending.After his best friend die,then he lives ever after with his fiancee and get married.

Hah,thats why i enjoyed this movie.

things that happened lately..

urgghh..theres a lot of things that happened this week until i almost forgot what to write about in this blog.

but,one im just remembered was about..have a fight wit my mum

gosshhh..that sounds terrified like im really bad girl.

Yeaah..We had a fight couple days ago.Its just misundestanding about university entries.She really wants me to go to UITM for my degree if im selected.For further degree,ones must going though the interview first.If we made it,then we can do the degree which known as Part 1.heh.Unfortunately,im not selected.My mum knew that and she always keep blaming me..ta serius la ape la..padehal da ta dapat pun..na bising ape lagi..adeehhh~~ asik2 UITM..!!

My dad says its oklah..its not your rezeki yet..and im telling my dad that i wanna gained some experience by working in firm..yet,until now im keep searching any of vacancy that equievalant..urgghh..! nowdays,its really hard to get a job..trust me..huhuu…

We not talking each other for a few days until today she started a conversation with me.This morning she wakes me up.Then,it getting better and better all day long.I know she really upset and time tuh,die pun serabot dengan keje2 opiss die then,dapat plak berite aku tadapat masuk ITM..thats why she really piss off kut..kesian mak..

But,i promised to myself that i’ll further my degree,mum..

putrian freakastein~!! (part 1)

We had a meeting tonight to discuss about reunion for my class batch.uurrggh..Its been a ages didnt see them..Last time we hang out when having a berbuka puasa in Senawang.Its only 9 of them..The rest couldnt make it.huhuu..so sad but we do captured lot of picture together..Haha!
We just ym each other since i didnt have enough credit to text them.Thank god,there is the internet for.
I just wanna to confirm them how its going to be for tomorrow.
Cant wait to see them.!!

Hope to see you gurls..!!

hohoo3…

Putrian Freakastein..!!(part 2)

omg!! at last,we made it..
our simple reunion located at hajar’s house..tihihihhihi~
im glad that most of them are around..except certain cant make it..(rugi2~)
well,this is the pic.from trah’s camera..

hoho3..mish2 u guys!

all VIP r here..ermm

erm..including that 2 gurls at the back?

trah n frend

gosshhh….mereka senyum2..=p

owhh…msia damn hot..! hahhaha!!

walla~ me next to mena…isshh..buncit! =p

yuckk…neva eat sushi

my darlingss~

gorgeous pose dow..

my super duper model cousin..peqah!!

si cecep..tihihihi~

mena hingus bertaburan d panas ari..hehhe=p

cutey tutey~

deltarian gurl…

umbrella next top model

gurlish

The New of 2009

Ermm..It has been ages i didnt write anything since my last updated blog few months ago.
Actually,there are alot of things i wanna jotted down here but kindda busy dealing with my life,my so called ’study’ huh..so on and so fort
In short,i will listed down briefingly.

* Going to Penang with my 3 best friends..Zowa,Intan and Ajim.Ajim being such a great guy bcoz he really take care of us and always stick together where ever we go..Mall has a great number in Penang besides its beautifull scenery and most popular trade mark in Penang is The Penang Bridge.We almost spent the whole day for shopping since we are shopholic~.haha~ Thanks for being such a good tour guide,bro!

* Hang out with my fav.cousins,Amy and Dyau.We really have a great time together.Gossiping,playing scrabble,snapping more pic.the 3 of us and watching movies.Dyau just come back from Auckland,so most of time i try to free my scedule to spent time with him..

* Signing up for INSEP for 3 month and im taking CIMS cost – Computer Integrated Manufac.Systm..gosshhh,i hate that cost because i have zero about that and im not from technical institute..Most of my classmate is from ADTEC.Most of them are taking Megatronic,Computer syst.,Electrical and so fort of technical skill..So,it is a bonus for them sighh~ i try my best to get used with the class and the subject.

Hopefully,i will gain a little bit of knowledge about ‘TECHINCAL SKILL INDUSTRY’ sigghhh~

Gossshhh..i hate my life!!!

Teacher for Blogger making

Yeap..
There’s no class yesterday,just a simple test that have to go through.
After test,nah…its tedious time..
demm~
I didnt bring my laptop together.Old version,kindda heavy with no wifi..so,its worthless.
Most of the time,i spent my time with reading.Hahh??reading??? hahhhaha…cant believe it cuz im hate reading sometimes…
hohoo..
While “enjoying” reading,i also teaches my friends how to do a blog.Yeah..what else they want to do..Besides,having blog of their own is such a trend nowadays.You dont need to buy a fancy diary to write down what had happened to you.JUst pick a place,on your wifi and..nah..diary hatiku~
Nothing much that i do.Just a simple things to start an entry..
Coz im still learning too..heh
Using wordpress.com there nothing i can changed especially their theme..
gosshhh….i want to change my theme!!
all of them looks lame..!
not like blogger..you can even put an audio on it
sigh~
well..i still enjoyed the lameless..
haha~

Off to motivation camp..

I’ve spent my weekends by joining the motivation camp.Gosshh..really2 loathe when it turn about camping bcause i hate being dirty and getting messy around..But i’ve no choice otherwise they will cut my allounce..huhuhuuu

Among 3 days in Pasir Panjang had taught me almost everything.The most vital was teamwork.Communication with your team and speed.yeah..speed..coz im kinda sloww~ hhehehehe too lazy to move..=p Majority of the group was a men energy.only 2 of girl out of 10.me included.huhuu..Well,a flowers among the bees ,i guess…=p

3 day 2 nite..gained alot of experience..ice breaking,friendship,skills and new enviroment..Exhausted and much more emosional crisis teaches me how to deal it for the next day.

This was the best memory i ever had..

=)

Life..

Its been ages didnt post for this blog..I just thinking that theres nothing much happened in my life..Ya,sort of but not every single things i have to write down in here..
Bottom line is im going to have new job..waahh!!!at last after half year jobless.demmit! it feels like hell when you saw your friends(mostly) got their job and keep asking what are you doing now eventhough they know that you are jobless..siot ja
hahhaa…well,im cool with that.so,next week im going to work at Petaling Jaya..
kindda far but i really have to be independient with all this..
god bless me and please keep me save,amin..

Miley Cyrus??

gosshh…miley cyruss??
hahhaa..im kindda loath that teenage singer,dont know why eventhough she looks cute..Between Avril Lavigne and her,my fully vote is for Avril.hell yeaahh~~
well,this is not avril by the way..
oh,ya..ermm..im talking bout miley cyrus’s latest song..

The Climb..

havent you heard that song??

omg…i really2~ adore that song…First time i hear it,it just like an ordinary song but after i heard again n again..

gosshhh..the song is so..supportive with a beautiful abstract meaning on it..(err..im not good in literature tho)

well..you can read it as i put it in here..Then,you will get it what i mean

…………………………………………..

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going

And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Being tagged

1. Copy badge “2008 Cute Blogger Award” di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda. (cute ke blog aku nih??)

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

Ermm..its been given by one of my friend who prefer to call her as koko0~..haha,cute name mey~!
She kindda freak sometimes,love attention and gadget..ho0hoo…

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya.. (anda di-tag!)

** love music muchoss..rock,indie,gigs waaa~ **

** friendly..kind of **

** daydreaming + zzz…+ doodling **

** love handmade stuff **

** VOIR + MOMOE’S + VJ JEANS (stuff) freakkk!!!! **

** cant live without her sony mp3 + Nokia 5200 + EZshot S60z + Compaq Presario M2000 **

** love handbags,makeup,wedges and accessory..well,girls..=p **

** love her friends+family+pet very much **

** love window shops and hang out with her bff **

** always have faith on something i done **

4. Anda perlu memilih 6 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

- kokoo~-
(from the time being)

One of the guy

When it turn to a guy,i’m sure the notorious reason mostly about love,admire or crush..

Yeah,i think this is what happened to me lately or in 2,3 months ago..

Actually,i really2 loath him.He just so annoying with his ego,always talking like he’s the best among others..i dunno myb he wants an attraction..kind of poser,urghhh..Besides,all the lect.always put an high hope on him because of his so-called ‘intelligence’ or ’smart’..gosshhh,get away!!

Im not certainly jelous,but most of the time during classes all attention go to him..him,him and him..haisshh~

Flashing back about 3 years ago when we are classmate,i always avoiding myself of him.I dont know.seriously dont know.Maybe because i hate him,i guess..
As im recall,I dont even talk to him or chatting like a normal friends do or texting or whatever..hahhahhaa..
Too rare i guess..but,when it turn about grouping work,then i have to.Coincedentally,mostly we are in the same group..urghhhh~ why?why?- uhuk!

It continuing until we finished our studies.Everyone get their own life.Most of them getting job,including him.One day,while YMing with his friend,suddently he buzzing me..

Omg..!! did you know i have been permenantly off9 his YM! Because i dont want to chat with him…urrgghhhh~~ ok,how do he knows that im on9??ermm..myb his friend told him so..ermm..
I just…silent for a while.thinking.Should i? Its been too long i didnt talk with him..
So,i think…it better that trying to be friend with him.

until now..

He is the weird person i ever known and sweet..

=)